Seven Pounds

So, I watched this movie, Seven Pounds, 2 days ago. Wow! I wish someone would've warned me not to! Will Smith is great in the movie. If you haven't seen it, obviously you won't know what I'm talking about and I don't want to ruin it for you. I will warn you, though, it is a tear jerker! I definitely wasn't ready for it!
On another note, today's one of those days. Feeling down, always wishing I could turn back time. I wish I could go back to our little house in Deland, to our little family, our little routine and not worry about anyone or anything else! I wish it were that simple! I miss my husband! I want more than anything to see him interacting with Ella and Ciana. It's so unfair! Ella doesn't know him. We have to remind her that the man in the pictures is her Daddy. She does smile at him, though. As if she knows.
It's so sad. I just want to go to sleep.